that I spend too much time online

that Max is spoiled

that I get too upset about DB stuff

that I spend too much money

For the most part, Bear is right.  Max is not that spoiled, but otherwise, he's right.  I am sad a lot. I'm sad because I trusted - and I know better than to do that.  I know and I did it anyway and it's no one's fault but mine that I'm so stupid and I want to believe that there are people who won't fuck me and every time I take a chance, I get slapped upside the head again. 

Max is not spoiled. 

Max doesn't lie to me. 

I do spend too much money ..........on stuff I don't need.  Gonna work on that one.

I haven't been spending much time online.  I don't need the drama.